I listened to your song. It's actually pretty unique, never heard something like this before, and it isn't even "bad". Music is completely subjective, it is just like art. Just because you think its "bad" doesn't mean everyone else thinks its bad. Remember there's people that like hypercore for example. just my opinion though.
Although for some people it might be a little bit harder or easier to take a grasp into music production. I think you did well and you def shouldn't give up. giving up is the last thing you wanna do. and im taking this seriously wherever you're speaking truthfully or taking it as a pure joke because in reality this is very common. don't let negative thoughts change your mind
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